What a looney.

I feel this has turned into a big book of self analysis...how very dangerous!
HA :)

Life has changed lots in the last little while. Studying music at college and totally loving it. Met such lovely people, had such crazy banter.
Living with Dear Fayther. It is a bit bizarre. A man who has lived on his own since 29 now at 45 has his 18 year old daughter living in the house permanently...

"Did you get hair dye on the towels?...Where are my nail scissors?...Who finished the fresh orange?...I'm not buying anymore battenburg, some wee mouse keeps eating it... I'm really glad you are here... You been drinking my beer?... You need to learn to walk to the train station... Who is this friend you are going out with now that I've never heard of?... I thought the house had been broken into again when I walked into your room... time for bed... I LOVE YOU."


Life is good. I still can't play the guitar. I still would feel like a beached whale in a bikini. Summer is gone and winter is creeping in. I love my Mum and I miss her, she misses me loads. Living with my Dad is bizarre. Doing what I want to do in life is making me so happy.


Mx

I am writing for the purpose of creating habit!

Well well... I have already written since the weekend but I did truly have a good weekend ;)
For a few days after I did feel like I had been dragged through a hedge backwards. Another joyous weekend gone and another lovely week already.
I'm leaving for Italy on Friday after I get a few shifts at work out the way! JOY!
Bought all my holiday clothing and done a fair bit of prancing around the house with it on.
Need to charge up my camera, remember to pack socks, plasters and sun cream! Really, I have so much more to remember but I am being a bit lazy about it at the moment.
My facebook addiction is still at large! I need to calm it down a bit before they create a 'dislike' button especially for me. Although, a lovely individual did say they thought my posts were "so honest it's fantastic" so I guess that is a plus point.
I can daily be quite enthusiastic...
If I am thinking about God, marshmallows, butterflies, sunshine and music maybe even a disney movie or two or some lyrics...it shall be posted!



I am rather excited about Italy on Friday. Lake Garda shall be beautiful.
Water parks, the house of Romeo and Juliet, a medieval banquet, theme parks, chilling by the pool side and more!



I hope there's lots of people out busking on the streets!

Anyway, I have nothing much to say just now but lots of thoughts to be thought I'm sure so I'll update this banger soon!

Mx

Times are changing...

The weather beginning summer has been fantastic so far. I have hayfever for the first time in my life (I think) which is a pure pain in the bahooki but it's alright... nothing a handy andy can't solve!
I love summer music and talk all the time about swimming in fresh water, listening to mellow music in the garden and drinking cold cider.
I had my first summer barbecue today which was fantabulous, although our burgers were almost a total fail the hot dogs were gallus! Caught up with my BOMA Rebecca (if only you knew what that stands for...it is rude I shall not tell you).
We went for lunch and although I was paying BOMA had already stuffed her face on the way down the road so half an hour, a baked potato with chilli and coleslaw later we went a walk in the sunshine along the prom. Two large icecreams with sauce! Life was well sorted right there and then. BOMA had a driving lesson so I went a wander and got myself more icecream!!! BEAST!
We arranged a little barbecue idea, spent £30 on munchies and bought a couple of DVD's (The Labyrinth and Coraline - LOVE IT!)
AmyRose came round aswell, ended up at Rosies and sat and discussed our futures, we decided Largs was not permanent for me and that something big was going to happen. I guess we never know what tomorrow will bring. . The conversation was really interesting.
I chucked a couple of sausages over a fence.
Sang a couple of songs choking on failing barbecue fumes.
Tried on a few old fashioned prom dresses and discussed tomorrow!

Chilling out myself now drinkin IRNBRU. I wish I could change it into tea with the same success as Jesus with water and wine but my only solution now is that I get up of my behind, stop this addictive writing and actually make myself tea and then.... BED TIME!!!! YAYYYY!

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Mx

WOW MAN TAKE A BREATHER.

LIFE.

Megan must...
Learn guitar.
Learn to drive.
Pass her exams.
Cycle from lands end to john o'groats.
Sail the atlantic.
Buy and live in a VW camper.
Create an amazing piece of artwork using acrylics and her hands...I have an interesting idea - I love paint aswell - woo the messiness of it.
Play as many gigs as possible!!
Own a white room in a house that can be painted over everytime she splatters it with paint.
Go skuba diving - I have this obsession with under water - it is the closest thing to flying in a dream I can imagine.
Meet some really interesting people at festivals all over the world (and keep intouch).
(This list is getting a bit out there but Megan likes out there!)
Keep all the promises I make to myself and not shy out of the ones I don't tell to other people.
It sounds pure obvious but I want to make my Mum really happy all the time.
I am going to at some stage actually piece all the pieces of writing in my diary together bit by bit and make something epic, even if it's just epic for me. A release of loads of scatty thoughts crafted into something beautiful.
Anyway, I always sound like I'm talking BS but I guess if you don't want to listen then don't?
:)
I realised it actually is harder to care than not to care, but with caring you achieve...not caring is easy...feeling sorry for ourselves about the fact that we don't care is useless.

LAUGHS, OVER-LAUGHED LAUGHS...

DOLMIOOOO!!
CRAWLIN'
FIT!
GET YER RAT OOT HEN!
"I remember how gutted I was when I found out Fanta's sake!" - Zand
"A'll get the coffee the noo! A'll get the bucky the noo!" All o us!
"Can you imagine a dwarf and a real person?" - That came out all wrong!
"Am gonnae schmichael this bottle a wine!" - Matt?
"John Elton Juice" I think that was me?
"We're taking the hobbits to Izengard..." - A mixture!
"I thought elephants layed eggs?" - Natalie, you belter!
"Do you want a poker for your ripped out fireplace?" - Me
"She looks jus' like arr Abby" - Some random english lady commenting on me at a gig :L
"My name is Michael Caine and I am a nosey neighbour!" - Me and Jill.. goodtimes!
"I think I have a disease!" - K
"How to you take it?" - Daniel's Father... enquiring about tea! LOL
"Tee Tee and his TEENY PEENY!" - Me and Diana! GOODTIMES


The banter continues.. I am very sure!

BLA BLA BLA!!

I don't want to be wrapped up in your petty, cheating thrills.
I'm sick of sitting around with wasters and their pills.
Don't want to be trapped here.
I'm grasping my free will.